I am new to blogging but can't seem to sleep and I have no one I can talk to. I am a mother of 3 kids and married but it seems like I have no soft place to fall when I am down. My husband travels way to much and I am home carrying the load of all the daily home life and major decisions in my life as well of most of my friends(it seems). I am a go to gal and I feel like I am barley hanging on. My kids are taken care of, my husband is taken care of, my friends are taken care of and well me, I am not!! I am not a writer by nature so from time to time I will be ranting and raving about my life and the crazy people in it.
Today is one of those nights where my thought of life are running thru my head. I am stressed due to the up coming school year. I applied to put my kids in a new start up charter and had been in the lottery. My oldest, a 6th grader got accepted about 3 months ago and just a few days ago my 2nd grader got accepted and my 5th grader will stay at her old school. You may say what is the big deal but this school is 2 and a half days a week of instruction and the rest is homeschooling. I never thought I one of those parents that would take on such a task but I am. I am stressed and full of anxiety if I am doing the right thing. I try to talk with my husband while he is on the road and all he can say is how stressed he is and really my decision. Really is it? I thought I was in a partnership but it seems as though one party has checked out due to work. That is a whole different story I sure it will get told.
I have not said much but feel a little bit better but I often ponder the question of where is my soft place to fall?
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